Well that's how we feed him now. I'm not sure if I love it or not.
I'm actually a little jealous of it.
I wish nursing him wasn't a hazard to his health.
He is from Tom and I.
He is our child.
He is God's child.
And I love him.
And I wish he didn't have to have this right now.
I wish I could just nurse him like my other babies.
This was not exactly what I had planned.
